I am now 60. I have been since 9-12. It is a rather strange feeling to be 60 when I certainly don’t feel like I am. And people I know are puzzled to look at me and know or be told my age. They find it odd that I don’t look 60 to them. But I’m just thinking that I don’t look 60 because of perhaps a few things that are unique to me: I am single. I’ve never had children. And, I happen to be Asian. These things give away the main reasons why I don’t look my age. There were no marital issues in my life, and children had never given me the frown lines nor the smile lines around my mouth. The turning of age to 60 is a jolt, to be sure, because I feel as though I am yet unfinished. I am several years till retirement age. And yet, here I am, going for my MFA in Creative Writing. I could also want to just retire and bake bread all day, or clean my house. Or garden. All these are fine. Yet, I feel like I am still able to contribute to society. I don’t like to travel and hate airports. I’d rather then find a way to keep myself alert and do what I always loved to do. And that is to write. Stories. Blogs. Screenplays. Essays. Like this.
I am certainly feeling that God had a hand in my life story. I’ve had many – or really, several jobs, and changed careers a few times. So now I think that 60 is, as many profess, merely a number.
I don’t mind being 60. I try to not think of being 60. I still feel new at the 60 generation. I don’t like spandex waistbands but I like how they allow me to have an extra helping of pasta. I find it hard to believe that I would even become romantically involved at 60. My interests don’t take me very far from home. And I surely think that God is still working on me, and from Him am I getting ideas and graces and inspirations.
So, now that I’m one fourth of the way to being 61, I am happy to say that I am glad I made it to 60. I’m one lucky person who came through the last year of unrest in politics, conflicts in many areas of the world, and even periods of sadness that blossomed into this period of (and I hope it is a long one) happy creativity.